Another random Tuesday >_>)/)

Today I am feeling the most miserable I have ever felt. I don't think there are enough pills or liquor in the world to change how I am feeling. While driving around today, all I could think about is why do I continue to feel the way I do? I tried talking to friends but I am not the type to sit and just open up. I watch T.V shows like Dr. Phil and think, how is possible for those people to just open up like that. I hate expressing my feelings to others because I think to myself "oh they probably do not care" and I am sure that what I say will only end up stirring up the the gossip mill later on. I can write about my problems and I can blog about them, maybe because its easier to vent to a page then to vent to someone who I know might be judging me. I don't care what people think of me that is one thing I know for sure but I do hate seeing the pity in their eyes. It upsets me more than my moods to be honest. I am sure this is a post that is completely different than my past ones but I figured what the hell, let them see a little side of you that maybe will explain why you are so weird and all over the place. Is it bipolor? Who knows and to be honest I really rather not know. I have enough stuff to deal with as it is. Do I ever regret any of the things I do? No. But they do tend to make me feel a bit sad of the poor choices I've made and continue to make in my life. I can't think of anything that can help me shake these blues so I am hoping you guys will make some suggestions.

Okay my faithful little Dino's the question for today issss:

What do you do to make yourself stop feeling so down and blue? Do you like talking to people or do you use other ways to vent?

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