No one laugh but tonight I been drinking so I will edit this as best as I can. So I have been thinking alot about death not the act itself but the aftermath. The part that not many people think about. We all know that once we die our belongings get left behind. Are you ready for your family and loved ones to see all that you left behind. If my parents emptied out my house I would hate for them to see what a drug and sex obsessed person they never knew existed. They would be ashamed to find all the porn DVDs I have stored in the guest room, all the sex toys in my closet and all the raunchy dress up cloths I have in my dresser. Maybe even wonder what that glass cone is for. They would find things that would make them ashamed, and I am just glad that I won't be there to see their face. Can you imagine trying to explain why I own 3 dildos, 4 vibrators and 3 vib bullets? And that is just the tip of the iceberg. They don't even know about the tattoos or piercings that I have, maybe if I didn't have this secret life being their backs the I wouldn't worry so much about it. Sadly I have no choice they wouldn't accept me for who I am. Ever feel that way? Do you ever think about how it will be once you die and all your secrets are revealed? I only hope they don't take it that bad. I rather leave a will and just have someone come in and dispose of all my shit but I know they would want to go through it themselves.
Any of you have this same worry? Name 3 things you would hate for someone to find out once your dead.
I really need to stop drinking so much.
xoxox
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