The things that hurt the most.

Have you ever met someone who just changed your whole world and made it flip the fuck upside down.

Made you feel like the most important thing in the world then all of a sudden you realize its over and done.

Memories. Only thing that remains are the memories of yesterday, of what once was and now will never be anymore.
Why do we push the ones we love away? So afraid are we of feeling loved that we must shit on the good relationships we have? Why do girls insist on keeping the assholes but toss the good guys out the door? By the time you realize whats happened, it's ended and alls been said and done. I'll end this thought for now but will be returning to it soon.

But I wanna know what are my little Dinos thoughts on love and letting the ones u love go. How did u guys feel and how did u cope. I think getting shit faced and having good sex help. But thats just me lol.

Post comments below u sexy dinos u and dont forget to share will the randoms in your life. :)
Byeeeeeeee
Xoxo

All the random things...

If you have read my blog before then you know that my posts are pretty random. I do not have a theme and I like it that way. I want to be able to write about whatever I have on my mind and share it with you all. I am not in this for the money or the status among the blogging community. I do this because I enjoy it. I do it because it is fun for me. Am I all over the place with my post? Yes! But only because I am a all over the place kinda girl. I am not your average person, I am pretty weird with the things I say, do and think. Many people like it, others do not and I am completely fine with that. Maybe you didn't like a post and that's okay because tomorrow you might like the post I write about. You never know what to expect and I don't either because I usually just write and publish. I try not to plan it out because well I feel like it will be forced if that makes any sense. I really suck at planning ahead so  for me its easier to just log in and just blab and blab and blab then post.

Anyways January is half way over and I'm really excited to see what the rest of the month will bring. I'm sick as a dog at the moment so hopefully once I feel better I can post some better reading material.
Hope you are all staying safe and not sick like me.
xoxo
Byeeeeeeee

When you die...

No one laugh but tonight I been drinking so I will edit this as best as I can. So I have been thinking alot about death not the act itself but the aftermath. The part that not many people think about. We all know that once we die our belongings get left behind. Are you ready for your family and  loved ones to see all that you left behind. If my parents emptied out my house I would hate for them to see what a drug and sex obsessed person they never knew existed. They would be ashamed to find all the porn DVDs I have stored in the guest room, all the sex toys in my closet and all the raunchy dress up cloths I have in my dresser. Maybe even wonder what that glass cone is for. They would find things that would make them ashamed, and I am just glad that I won't be there to see their face. Can you imagine trying to explain why I own 3 dildos, 4 vibrators and 3 vib bullets? And that is just the tip of the iceberg. They don't even know about the tattoos or piercings that I have, maybe if I didn't have this secret life being their backs the I wouldn't worry so much about it. Sadly I have no choice they wouldn't accept me for who I am. Ever feel that way? Do you ever think about how it will be once you die and all your secrets are revealed? I only hope they don't take it that bad. I rather leave a will and just have someone come in and dispose of all my shit but I know they would want to go through it themselves. 

Any of you have this same worry?  Name 3 things you would hate for someone to find out once your dead.

I really need to stop drinking so much. 

xoxox 

byeee

Where oh where has your phone gone >.<)

 FML I lost my phone?!

How many times have you had a mini panic attack when you think you lost your phone? Now don't try to act all indifferent and shit because you and I both know this has happened at least once or twice.... this week. Yes we have all gone through that fearful moment when you realize your phone is not in your pocket. But how can something so small and so compact mean so much? Well if you are like the average person then you probably have alot of important phone numbers saved. You don't have your whole address book memorized and you probably do not have it written down anywhere so if you lose your phone that's it your contacts are lost forever. Or are they?  Some phone companies have features that let you upload phone contacts to online address books that store them for you in case such thing should happen.

Maybe you have important emails that you need and cannot get to your computer in order to receive them? Yes that can be a hassle too. Maybe your at the local bar and decide you want to take memorable pictures with your buddies but  can't since you lost your phone. Funny how phones have now replaced cameras. You are most likely to see people holding up a cell phone to take a picture than an actual camera.Maybe what worries you the most is all those pictures you already had saved on your device that are now lost forever. Yes those pictures you took of your nieces' birthday party, the ones of the vacation you took,the family pictures that Aunt Sally sent you of Bobwhatshisnames graduation, the nudes that your significant other sent you. Yes all those pictures are now lost, along with all those porn videos you had downloaded and hoped noone would ever see. 

I know that I freaked out when I thought I lost my phone. Did I have nudes? Of course. I sure as hell didn't want the some random stranger seeing my tatas or vajayjay and probably doing naughty things while looking at them. Of course this is a girl issue because I am sure a man wouldn't have a problem with this. There are many, many reasons a person would freak out about losing there phone too many to name but the main ones being pictures, phone numbers, emails, and maybe if your married you have all of your mistress/boy toys information that you want noone to ever find out. 

Now there is a difference between losing your phone at a bar or club and misplacing it at your friends house or even your own house. What makes it worse is that if you lost it at your house or your friends house it is almost like a scavenger hunt because your ass left it on silent or vibrate. I've played that game before, the "LetsFindThisDumbassesPhone" game with my friends. It sucks and its frustrating as fuck but when you do find your phone you almost feel like your life is so much better. A deep sigh of relief is released and you feel complete again.

Alright my lovelies its that time again for my silly ass questions that noone answers but I will continue to ask with the hope that one day someone will answer.

Have you ever lost your phone and whats the most embarrassing thing someone has found on your phone?

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